Friday, June 18, 2004
I'm bored. I really am.
Just linked Hiro's blog to mine. It's on the sidebar...go there go there! Lol. His blog looks nicer than mine. Hehe.
I'm bored.
Lol, I keep repeating that. Nothing much happening in my life.
After all, this is the school holidays. I have no social life, and therefore when in the holidays I'm pretty much a hermit at home. Besides, I kinda got tied up with my granny at home. Oh well.
No social life. Haha. That's my own fault for not being actively sociable I guess. I don't interact as much with my classmates. Nothing really for me to talk about with them. I guess our interests are too different.
Look at this. The popular girls in class, they talk about things like fashion, entertainment news (as in mainstream english pop), other girly stuff...all of which I dunno how to discuss and don't want to discuss. It's not really that I don't want to socialise with them, I just don't know HOW. I lack people skills. Lol.
Unfortunately, my apparent unwillingness to talk to them seems to have given them the impression that they think I'm too aloof and arrogant to associate with them. Oh well. Life is like that. People just look on the surface and let things go at that. I don't blame them, I do it myself all the time.
It's hard to find someone who can do heart-to-heart talks. Kanaii seems like a good choice for it, and we don't even know each other in real life. But I trust her more than I do my real life friends, since she has also put her trust in me. It's the way I am, you like me and I will like you in return. Even if I don't like you, I'll be polite. That's the least I can do.
Well, the best part is that I got a surrogate mother in the form of LM. She's nice. And she mothers me excessively. Calls me kiddo all the time. Lol. Yunie plays the part of the fun-but-sometimes-hyperactive sister. Tiggy is witty, but he doesn't talk much. Nxx also doesn't talk much either, but he's a sweet guy. Nice too. Haha. And of course, Kanaii and I really hit it off. She starts acting crazy when she talks to me. Guess I rub off on people. Lol. I guess that she loosens up around me cos she knows I'm the relatively easygoing, don't-give-a-damn kind of kid. So she can relax when talking to me. Haha. I'm a good kid.
Lol someone doesn't believe me when I say that. Lots of someones I believe. Haha. I'm just not a good kid. It's true. Even I admit that.
Oh right, Cori posted up a topic at BJ. The "I am" poem idea is really quite cool. I guess I'm too morose a person. I'm an angst-lover. Lol.
Oh right, read the paper today. Guess I'm an introverted perfectionist. Yeah that explains some of the qualities I display sometimes. Either I do something well, or I don't do it at all. But I'm not THAT kind of perfectionist. You know, the kind that does EVERYTHING WELL, regardless of whether they want to or not, or whether they can do it or not. The kind that just half-kill themselves trying to be perfect. I'm not like that. I'm just the kind that seems almost lethargic and half-asleep most of the time, but when I finally REALLY want to do something, I will pour heart and soul into it. It's like someone flicks on the "ON" switch in me when I decide to wake up. Lol.
I looked in the papers again, and there was this article on a character test called the Big Five. I wanna take it. I want to see what sort of job I would be suited for. It gives me a target for long-range planning. And it helps me spot the other character defects, which I'm sure there are plenty, that I somehow missed. Lol. I'm such a crackpot.
Alright, time to go and be bored some more. Ferrian, or otherwise known as Ben, threw an Islamic greeting at me in our RP thread. Thank god for the powers of Google. Lol. I answered it correctly. :P At least I hope so. It was a ritual greeting thing, so I don't think I got it wrong. But then, I could be wrong.
Oh well, time to go mooch around. Moseying off!
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Just linked Hiro's blog to mine. It's on the sidebar...go there go there! Lol. His blog looks nicer than mine. Hehe.
I'm bored.
Lol, I keep repeating that. Nothing much happening in my life.
After all, this is the school holidays. I have no social life, and therefore when in the holidays I'm pretty much a hermit at home. Besides, I kinda got tied up with my granny at home. Oh well.
No social life. Haha. That's my own fault for not being actively sociable I guess. I don't interact as much with my classmates. Nothing really for me to talk about with them. I guess our interests are too different.
Look at this. The popular girls in class, they talk about things like fashion, entertainment news (as in mainstream english pop), other girly stuff...all of which I dunno how to discuss and don't want to discuss. It's not really that I don't want to socialise with them, I just don't know HOW. I lack people skills. Lol.
Unfortunately, my apparent unwillingness to talk to them seems to have given them the impression that they think I'm too aloof and arrogant to associate with them. Oh well. Life is like that. People just look on the surface and let things go at that. I don't blame them, I do it myself all the time.
It's hard to find someone who can do heart-to-heart talks. Kanaii seems like a good choice for it, and we don't even know each other in real life. But I trust her more than I do my real life friends, since she has also put her trust in me. It's the way I am, you like me and I will like you in return. Even if I don't like you, I'll be polite. That's the least I can do.
Well, the best part is that I got a surrogate mother in the form of LM. She's nice. And she mothers me excessively. Calls me kiddo all the time. Lol. Yunie plays the part of the fun-but-sometimes-hyperactive sister. Tiggy is witty, but he doesn't talk much. Nxx also doesn't talk much either, but he's a sweet guy. Nice too. Haha. And of course, Kanaii and I really hit it off. She starts acting crazy when she talks to me. Guess I rub off on people. Lol. I guess that she loosens up around me cos she knows I'm the relatively easygoing, don't-give-a-damn kind of kid. So she can relax when talking to me. Haha. I'm a good kid.
Lol someone doesn't believe me when I say that. Lots of someones I believe. Haha. I'm just not a good kid. It's true. Even I admit that.
Oh right, Cori posted up a topic at BJ. The "I am" poem idea is really quite cool. I guess I'm too morose a person. I'm an angst-lover. Lol.
Oh right, read the paper today. Guess I'm an introverted perfectionist. Yeah that explains some of the qualities I display sometimes. Either I do something well, or I don't do it at all. But I'm not THAT kind of perfectionist. You know, the kind that does EVERYTHING WELL, regardless of whether they want to or not, or whether they can do it or not. The kind that just half-kill themselves trying to be perfect. I'm not like that. I'm just the kind that seems almost lethargic and half-asleep most of the time, but when I finally REALLY want to do something, I will pour heart and soul into it. It's like someone flicks on the "ON" switch in me when I decide to wake up. Lol.
I looked in the papers again, and there was this article on a character test called the Big Five. I wanna take it. I want to see what sort of job I would be suited for. It gives me a target for long-range planning. And it helps me spot the other character defects, which I'm sure there are plenty, that I somehow missed. Lol. I'm such a crackpot.
Alright, time to go and be bored some more. Ferrian, or otherwise known as Ben, threw an Islamic greeting at me in our RP thread. Thank god for the powers of Google. Lol. I answered it correctly. :P At least I hope so. It was a ritual greeting thing, so I don't think I got it wrong. But then, I could be wrong.
Oh well, time to go mooch around. Moseying off!
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