Sunday, February 29, 2004
BoA Rant (M-flo loves BoA, The Love Bug)
Just tell me that you want me~~~
I can't that line outta my head!! It's from the Love Bug, joint effort by m-flo and BoA. The mv soooooo rocks! It's so bouncy that it makes me wanna just dance! That guy was right, if they released this in summer time, anyone listening to it will immediately prance around under the sun. Hehehehe. BoA looks sooooo good in there. Mature, sexy, and adorable. The adorable bit comes during the chess part. It makes me go "Kawaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~~~~" LOL.
BoA was right when she said she had never sung a song that fast prior to this one. Well she may not be quite right abt that. The one (and only) song I could think of where she sings so fast I can't keep up with the lyrics, was Valenti. Hehe. But I'll admit, I think the Love Bug might be the fastest she has sung so far...^___^
I've been playing a new game, called Betrayal. Haha. I've been getting better at it. ^__^ I've quit Space Federation cos it was too time consuming. I might quit UD eventually, but not yet perhaps.
Ah time to go to bed. Once I tidy up my disaster-struck room. Or not. Heheheh..... ^_______^;;;
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Of all the things I lost, I miss my mind the most.
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I can't that line outta my head!! It's from the Love Bug, joint effort by m-flo and BoA. The mv soooooo rocks! It's so bouncy that it makes me wanna just dance! That guy was right, if they released this in summer time, anyone listening to it will immediately prance around under the sun. Hehehehe. BoA looks sooooo good in there. Mature, sexy, and adorable. The adorable bit comes during the chess part. It makes me go "Kawaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~~~~" LOL.
BoA was right when she said she had never sung a song that fast prior to this one. Well she may not be quite right abt that. The one (and only) song I could think of where she sings so fast I can't keep up with the lyrics, was Valenti. Hehe. But I'll admit, I think the Love Bug might be the fastest she has sung so far...^___^
I've been playing a new game, called Betrayal. Haha. I've been getting better at it. ^__^ I've quit Space Federation cos it was too time consuming. I might quit UD eventually, but not yet perhaps.
Ah time to go to bed. Once I tidy up my disaster-struck room. Or not. Heheheh..... ^_______^;;;
Quote:
Of all the things I lost, I miss my mind the most.
Saturday, February 28, 2004
Black Requiem Fic Rant
Writing chapter 1 of Black Requiem. It's interesting as far as it goes. For one thing, I did a self-insert. I am the main charac hehe. Anyway, I didn't let myself get turned into a vamp on the first chapter as I originally intended to. Thought I would do more plot twists as is my habit. But although I didn't let myself go vamp, I did the next best thing ehehe. Blood~~~~~ ^___^ *whistles*
Now to think of how to insert the extra characs. Shi Yeon is going to be Krista's (me!) REAL best friend *wink* Her chosen partner, Brian, hmm....the new trainee teacher ehehe. Then what about Jannie? And her chosen partner YoungWoong? I know YoungWoong is going to be 1)a Master Vampire, or 2)a member of that Elite vampires that guards the Purebloods. I think I'll pick Elite. More interesting I guess. As for Jannie...I came up with an idea!! XD XD XD And no I'm not revealing it here. Too public here, secrets might leak out! ^____^ The only thing I will say is that she is gonna be human~~~~ *innocent*
Crap gtg, dad's on my case....
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Now to think of how to insert the extra characs. Shi Yeon is going to be Krista's (me!) REAL best friend *wink* Her chosen partner, Brian, hmm....the new trainee teacher ehehe. Then what about Jannie? And her chosen partner YoungWoong? I know YoungWoong is going to be 1)a Master Vampire, or 2)a member of that Elite vampires that guards the Purebloods. I think I'll pick Elite. More interesting I guess. As for Jannie...I came up with an idea!! XD XD XD And no I'm not revealing it here. Too public here, secrets might leak out! ^____^ The only thing I will say is that she is gonna be human~~~~ *innocent*
Crap gtg, dad's on my case....
Unwell
Sigh. Listening to First Love again. Feeling calmed down...and if my headache would go away I'll continue writing Silent Sorrow or Black Requiem. I think I better go wash my face, I dun feel so well...
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Friday, February 27, 2004
Random Fic Rant
Sigh. Hmm well. I was in that dark poet mood last entry. Eek. >.<>can write! Nyah nyah nyah~~~~~~~~ LOL.
I'm off my rocker. But that's normal. Oh well. I have nothing better to do. I'm busy with another new fic lately. It's on vampires :D
YOUNGWOONG IS HOT!!!! AND DONG BANG SHIN KI ROCKS!!! Erhem. Ignore that. But YoungWoong is definitely one hottie.....*grins evilly*
Lol I'm weird. But next fic I'm doing I'm gonna pair BoA and YoungWoong up. Heheh. Now to find out how old he is. And Seh Ryun isn't that bad...kinda like a chibi version of Minwoo from Shinhwa actually lol. YunHo looks like a mix of Brian from FTTS but with Hyesung's hair. LOL. I keep forgetting the other band members' names ^___^;;;;
Aish me will be back soon with another entry. Watch this spot! :)
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I'm off my rocker. But that's normal. Oh well. I have nothing better to do. I'm busy with another new fic lately. It's on vampires :D
YOUNGWOONG IS HOT!!!! AND DONG BANG SHIN KI ROCKS!!! Erhem. Ignore that. But YoungWoong is definitely one hottie.....*grins evilly*
Lol I'm weird. But next fic I'm doing I'm gonna pair BoA and YoungWoong up. Heheh. Now to find out how old he is. And Seh Ryun isn't that bad...kinda like a chibi version of Minwoo from Shinhwa actually lol. YunHo looks like a mix of Brian from FTTS but with Hyesung's hair. LOL. I keep forgetting the other band members' names ^___^;;;;
Aish me will be back soon with another entry. Watch this spot! :)
Sunday, February 22, 2004
Detached Musing Into the Dark
Listening to Ayumi Hamazaki's Seasons. That song always manages to strike a chord within me. Probably cos I used to listen to it on a regular basis 2, or was it 3, years ago?
Time seems to fly. I remember myself, still such a naive girl. Sometimes I think I was a fool back then. Still am now, but less maybe. Maybe...
Certain songs always stir a strange emotion within me. Like the aforementioned Seasons. And also Utada Hikaru's Can You Keep A Secret?. I used to love those two songs. SMAP's LionHeart is an old favorite too. Notice I didn't mention BoA. That's cos I only knew about her last year so well...
I like First Love too. It's a cool song. I guess I'm proving that I not only listen to BoA. Although my focus seems to be firmly on jpop haha. Kpop, I only love BoA. And also KangTa. ^_^ And Fany's cute. Ok I'm weird lol. I think I like S.E.S too. Well sorta anyway. I have some measure of prejudice against Shinhwa, but well, I think it's the boybands-suck syndrome at work. Dun tell the peeps at school that I'm prejudiced against Westlife. They'll probably crucify me. Especially...you-know-who ^__^;;;
I dunno why I love jpop so much. I mean, I got into jpop even before I knew who BoA was. I think it started around my sec 1 days. I was willing to experiment with new sounds then, and was sick and tired of everyone's love of mainstream english pop. I guess falling in love with jpop is radical enough. I always liked Utada Hikaru and Ayumi the best. Dunno why. I knew that I downloaded a fair number of songs by Ayumi then. The only song I knew about from Hikki was Can You Keep A Secret hehe. Now I'm less of a bumpkin and can actually find more haha.
I remember listening to Seasons while glued to the screen reading Harry Potter fanfics. Hehe. That's why every time Seasons come on my winamp playlist, I get this weird tingle and a strange compulsion to run back to those boards to read again. Practised reflex action I guess. Lol now why am I dragging biology into this? Weird me.
Really. I feel like going back to those boards again. And for some strange reason, my heart is aching deep within. Memories. I remember crying once when Seasons was playing. Can't remember why I cried. I only remember that I did. Odd how I can remember one thing but forget the rest of it.
I feel like watching Food Fight again. I believe I've said this before. I dunno why. I suppose I just wanna feel that pain again. It's odd. I feel so detached now. Like I'm drifting off into my own world, my alternate reality. So cold. I can't feel. So numb. All blank, just...watching, waiting. Looking, but not really seeing. Sometimes I think there are hidden meanings to a lot of things. But no one else notices. Why can't they see? Why can't they listen to that quiet whisper? Why won't they stop for a moment to understand. All they do is hurry hurry hurry. Driven by some unseen force. And here I am, caught up in the rush, bemused, cold, unseeing, unfeeling.
Where was that old poem? That one entitled Unseeing? I remember...I wrote it. And once again I reach out imploringly, skeletal hands begging, pleading for release, for redemption.
Perhaps my mind and heart are too chilled to be revived. The vivacious shell is all that it is: a shell. Nothing more, nothing less. Perhaps I'm nothing. Just an insignificant speck of dust in this wide world. Another replaceable...thing. Just an object. A worthless thing. Another ornament.
I hear voices. So many voices. Some ethereal, some loud and clear on this plane of existence. And I feel so far away suddenly. I hear this stranger yelling at me. Was he my father? Or...
I don't care anymore. The words, angrily shouted, pummel me. Instead of being afraid, shaken, I was indifferent. My face, blank and unseeing. Dead. A cold mask. Dull eyes.
My heart didn't respond even to the shouts. It just...went...on. Slowly, steadily. Ignoring all outside stimulus to get it to palpitate more rapidly in either fear, excitement, or even anger. So dark. So cold. So...unfeeling.
This...this was familiar. I was preparing for the last stand. Once again. No weakness must be showed, especially to the enemy. Weakness is to be exploited. And that is why, the walls must come back up. Dispassionate. Unyielding. If they think they were going to break me, think again. I will not go down without a fight. Even if you can make me weep, the inside doesn't weep. The core is already tainted with a murky darkness. All else is an illusion. My whole being is already a lie. I've been lying since the first time I smiled and said, "I'm all right, I'm always alright."
Truth. Lies. Illusion. Reality. Darkness. Light. Fear. Courage. Weakness. Strength. Fire. Ice. Alone...
And suddenly I feel that it is time for me to get up and face the snarling demons. That shouldn't be too bad. The real battle is against my own inner demons. And to tell the truth, I was too weary to fight against those. I would willingly sink into the infernal abyss and accept the embrace of darkness, if just for a chance to rest.
And I will not regret. Regardless of the countless whispers that I would regret it. I will not regret. Oh you who sired me, how much do you know of your own flesh and blood? Foolish one, I will not regret. Nor would I shed a single tear when you pass on. My heart is dead within me. Regret would serve no purpose, nor grief. Those two would only serve to cripple me.
And alas, it is time to stop. Maybe, I will return. Or maybe....
Time will tell. It will reveal all, as it always does.
May the darkness cloak you in your future ventures...
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Time seems to fly. I remember myself, still such a naive girl. Sometimes I think I was a fool back then. Still am now, but less maybe. Maybe...
Certain songs always stir a strange emotion within me. Like the aforementioned Seasons. And also Utada Hikaru's Can You Keep A Secret?. I used to love those two songs. SMAP's LionHeart is an old favorite too. Notice I didn't mention BoA. That's cos I only knew about her last year so well...
I like First Love too. It's a cool song. I guess I'm proving that I not only listen to BoA. Although my focus seems to be firmly on jpop haha. Kpop, I only love BoA. And also KangTa. ^_^ And Fany's cute. Ok I'm weird lol. I think I like S.E.S too. Well sorta anyway. I have some measure of prejudice against Shinhwa, but well, I think it's the boybands-suck syndrome at work. Dun tell the peeps at school that I'm prejudiced against Westlife. They'll probably crucify me. Especially...you-know-who ^__^;;;
I dunno why I love jpop so much. I mean, I got into jpop even before I knew who BoA was. I think it started around my sec 1 days. I was willing to experiment with new sounds then, and was sick and tired of everyone's love of mainstream english pop. I guess falling in love with jpop is radical enough. I always liked Utada Hikaru and Ayumi the best. Dunno why. I knew that I downloaded a fair number of songs by Ayumi then. The only song I knew about from Hikki was Can You Keep A Secret hehe. Now I'm less of a bumpkin and can actually find more haha.
I remember listening to Seasons while glued to the screen reading Harry Potter fanfics. Hehe. That's why every time Seasons come on my winamp playlist, I get this weird tingle and a strange compulsion to run back to those boards to read again. Practised reflex action I guess. Lol now why am I dragging biology into this? Weird me.
Really. I feel like going back to those boards again. And for some strange reason, my heart is aching deep within. Memories. I remember crying once when Seasons was playing. Can't remember why I cried. I only remember that I did. Odd how I can remember one thing but forget the rest of it.
I feel like watching Food Fight again. I believe I've said this before. I dunno why. I suppose I just wanna feel that pain again. It's odd. I feel so detached now. Like I'm drifting off into my own world, my alternate reality. So cold. I can't feel. So numb. All blank, just...watching, waiting. Looking, but not really seeing. Sometimes I think there are hidden meanings to a lot of things. But no one else notices. Why can't they see? Why can't they listen to that quiet whisper? Why won't they stop for a moment to understand. All they do is hurry hurry hurry. Driven by some unseen force. And here I am, caught up in the rush, bemused, cold, unseeing, unfeeling.
Where was that old poem? That one entitled Unseeing? I remember...I wrote it. And once again I reach out imploringly, skeletal hands begging, pleading for release, for redemption.
Perhaps my mind and heart are too chilled to be revived. The vivacious shell is all that it is: a shell. Nothing more, nothing less. Perhaps I'm nothing. Just an insignificant speck of dust in this wide world. Another replaceable...thing. Just an object. A worthless thing. Another ornament.
I hear voices. So many voices. Some ethereal, some loud and clear on this plane of existence. And I feel so far away suddenly. I hear this stranger yelling at me. Was he my father? Or...
I don't care anymore. The words, angrily shouted, pummel me. Instead of being afraid, shaken, I was indifferent. My face, blank and unseeing. Dead. A cold mask. Dull eyes.
My heart didn't respond even to the shouts. It just...went...on. Slowly, steadily. Ignoring all outside stimulus to get it to palpitate more rapidly in either fear, excitement, or even anger. So dark. So cold. So...unfeeling.
This...this was familiar. I was preparing for the last stand. Once again. No weakness must be showed, especially to the enemy. Weakness is to be exploited. And that is why, the walls must come back up. Dispassionate. Unyielding. If they think they were going to break me, think again. I will not go down without a fight. Even if you can make me weep, the inside doesn't weep. The core is already tainted with a murky darkness. All else is an illusion. My whole being is already a lie. I've been lying since the first time I smiled and said, "I'm all right, I'm always alright."
Truth. Lies. Illusion. Reality. Darkness. Light. Fear. Courage. Weakness. Strength. Fire. Ice. Alone...
And suddenly I feel that it is time for me to get up and face the snarling demons. That shouldn't be too bad. The real battle is against my own inner demons. And to tell the truth, I was too weary to fight against those. I would willingly sink into the infernal abyss and accept the embrace of darkness, if just for a chance to rest.
And I will not regret. Regardless of the countless whispers that I would regret it. I will not regret. Oh you who sired me, how much do you know of your own flesh and blood? Foolish one, I will not regret. Nor would I shed a single tear when you pass on. My heart is dead within me. Regret would serve no purpose, nor grief. Those two would only serve to cripple me.
And alas, it is time to stop. Maybe, I will return. Or maybe....
Time will tell. It will reveal all, as it always does.
May the darkness cloak you in your future ventures...
Of BoA and Identity Crises
Hmm. I bought 4 more posters! Of BoA duh! ^___^ One of them is her Be the One poster I think. You know, the ninja outfit, the black one. XD
It feels great. There's so many more BoA merchandise, gonna go back there next week and buy more. ^__________^;;;;;;
Haha I'm such a moron. Sometimes I think I'm such a strange person. On one level, I'm this crazy-mad BoA-obsessed weirdo. On another, I'm a cold hearted sadistic bitch with homicidal, suicidal, and whatever-cidal tendencies. On YET another level, I'm a geeky little girl who wants her mommy back. And there's more actually. Just listing the dominant ones. Oh and did I mention I'm also a gothic, self-depressional poet/authoress with a fetish for pain? Gee I have strange alteregoes don't I? Makes you wonder where's the real me under all that? Maybe time will tell. Or not. We'll see, we'll see.
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It feels great. There's so many more BoA merchandise, gonna go back there next week and buy more. ^__________^;;;;;;
Haha I'm such a moron. Sometimes I think I'm such a strange person. On one level, I'm this crazy-mad BoA-obsessed weirdo. On another, I'm a cold hearted sadistic bitch with homicidal, suicidal, and whatever-cidal tendencies. On YET another level, I'm a geeky little girl who wants her mommy back. And there's more actually. Just listing the dominant ones. Oh and did I mention I'm also a gothic, self-depressional poet/authoress with a fetish for pain? Gee I have strange alteregoes don't I? Makes you wonder where's the real me under all that? Maybe time will tell. Or not. We'll see, we'll see.
Offensive is Good
W00T! I rock! Well not really haha. I found out I can be really offensive I set my mind to it. And for some weird reason that just gives me a warm glow all over. Hehe. ^_______________^
I hope I won't get crucified for writing that letter. I thought it was a gem, a singularly perfect masterpiece. The reader might not think so since I end up taking subtle (and not so subtle) digs at them hehe. ^___^;;;
Hey, have I mentioned why I picked the term "naesarang" to title my blog? If I did, well who cares. I'm gonna say it again. Nae Sarang means My Love in Korean. I thought it sounded cool. I wanted to pick sarang hae yo at first, but thought that it was a little too...weird. After all it does mean "I Love You". So well...haha. ^_~
I predict I'll get into trouble with that letter. Ah who cares. It might be interesting. Hope they bother enough to check out my webbie...and hope it leads them to this blog. Heya ppl~~~~~~~~~~ *waves frantically* ^_____^
Ja ne minna-san! Oyasumi nasai! Mata ashita!
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I hope I won't get crucified for writing that letter. I thought it was a gem, a singularly perfect masterpiece. The reader might not think so since I end up taking subtle (and not so subtle) digs at them hehe. ^___^;;;
Hey, have I mentioned why I picked the term "naesarang" to title my blog? If I did, well who cares. I'm gonna say it again. Nae Sarang means My Love in Korean. I thought it sounded cool. I wanted to pick sarang hae yo at first, but thought that it was a little too...weird. After all it does mean "I Love You". So well...haha. ^_~
I predict I'll get into trouble with that letter. Ah who cares. It might be interesting. Hope they bother enough to check out my webbie...and hope it leads them to this blog. Heya ppl~~~~~~~~~~ *waves frantically* ^_____^
Ja ne minna-san! Oyasumi nasai! Mata ashita!
Thursday, February 19, 2004
Angry: DO NOT DISTURB
Is. Angry.
Pissed. Off.
Ugh.
I just feel angry. Actually more irritated than angry. If I was really angry I would be smashing stuff. Which I'm currently not doing now. Good I guess. I dun wanna smash my computer...
Maybe I should run over and write out some stuff. But any potential artistic mood got killed already. Grr. Hate it when that happens.
Bah I'm not doing myself any good. Maybe should go play something...hmm. Be back much later probably.
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Pissed. Off.
Ugh.
I just feel angry. Actually more irritated than angry. If I was really angry I would be smashing stuff. Which I'm currently not doing now. Good I guess. I dun wanna smash my computer...
Maybe I should run over and write out some stuff. But any potential artistic mood got killed already. Grr. Hate it when that happens.
Bah I'm not doing myself any good. Maybe should go play something...hmm. Be back much later probably.
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
Writing Angst
Listening to Britney Spear's Toxic right now. I like that song, although I dun like Britney herself. Odd huh?
I've been uninspired of late. Ever since I completed the very angsty piece "Bleeding", I haven't been up to standard. Maybe bcos writing that took a lot out of me. Hmm.
I'm seriously considering making myself bleed like I portrayed myself. And I mean really bleed. I would love to see the red eddy and swirl, dripping steadily...it would give me something new to write if nothing else. Some say that writing good stories are based on life experience as well as what you read. Well, I need a fresh source of inspiration. I rode the angst donkey about as far as it would go. Perhaps it's time for me to experiment with sado-machoism. Whips, chains, knives, the whole deal. Now to eviscerate myself while chained to my keyboard...
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I've been uninspired of late. Ever since I completed the very angsty piece "Bleeding", I haven't been up to standard. Maybe bcos writing that took a lot out of me. Hmm.
I'm seriously considering making myself bleed like I portrayed myself. And I mean really bleed. I would love to see the red eddy and swirl, dripping steadily...it would give me something new to write if nothing else. Some say that writing good stories are based on life experience as well as what you read. Well, I need a fresh source of inspiration. I rode the angst donkey about as far as it would go. Perhaps it's time for me to experiment with sado-machoism. Whips, chains, knives, the whole deal. Now to eviscerate myself while chained to my keyboard...
Monday, February 16, 2004
Distracted
Been busy. Well not really haha.
Been trying to pick up some japanese. Spoken I mean. I can't write it...yet. Haha. I haven't gotten quite far, but making a few inroads. That good I guess.
Tis been a ok-ish sorta day. Other than the fact that my friend seems depressed, and the fact that I feel odd. Hmm. Nvm.
I seem to be forgetting something. Actually, I seem to be forgetting lotsa things lately. Lol. Bleh. Will get down to finishing things...someday. ^_________^
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Been trying to pick up some japanese. Spoken I mean. I can't write it...yet. Haha. I haven't gotten quite far, but making a few inroads. That good I guess.
Tis been a ok-ish sorta day. Other than the fact that my friend seems depressed, and the fact that I feel odd. Hmm. Nvm.
I seem to be forgetting something. Actually, I seem to be forgetting lotsa things lately. Lol. Bleh. Will get down to finishing things...someday. ^_________^
Sunday, February 15, 2004
Arguments and Pondering
I didn't go to the airport after all. I guess I'm not that dedicated a fan. Oh well. I lack motivation I guess. It would be nicer if I had someone to go nuts over BoA with. Sigh.
It's been depressing. Dad and granny got into yet another argument. Keyword=yet another. Aish. I hate to say this, but my granny is probably the cause of half of the troubles/arguments in the house. I wish mom was still around. Then maybe half the things that happened wouldn't have. But also of course, I probably wouldn't be here, probably be a bigger nerd than I already am, probably have had even less life than I do now, and probably wouldn't even know who the heck BoA is, much less be crazy abt her. Lol. Guess I am more interesting a person now than I was before. Not that I'm any happier. Hmm.
Ah. It's a gloomy day out. Nice day for poetry maybe. Will think abt it.
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It's been depressing. Dad and granny got into yet another argument. Keyword=yet another. Aish. I hate to say this, but my granny is probably the cause of half of the troubles/arguments in the house. I wish mom was still around. Then maybe half the things that happened wouldn't have. But also of course, I probably wouldn't be here, probably be a bigger nerd than I already am, probably have had even less life than I do now, and probably wouldn't even know who the heck BoA is, much less be crazy abt her. Lol. Guess I am more interesting a person now than I was before. Not that I'm any happier. Hmm.
Ah. It's a gloomy day out. Nice day for poetry maybe. Will think abt it.
BoA won at MAA 2004!
W00T!!!!! BoA won the Favorite Korean Artiste Award!! And the Most Influential Artiste one too~~~~~ YES!! Hip hip hooray!! She rocks~~~~ And she performed Rock With You....with that Paris F*** vest again haha! I wonder if the papers would notice and start talking abt it haha. Will get to watch the delayed broadcast tonight at around 9pm. I sound like I'm on a sugar high lol.
Not sure abt her departure time. If I had to bet it would be at the 11+ slot at....what was that again...I forgot the terminal dang. Will go check. Wait. That means...ack I'm gonna miss seeing her if I dun do NOW!! ACK!!! *runs off*
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Not sure abt her departure time. If I had to bet it would be at the 11+ slot at....what was that again...I forgot the terminal dang. Will go check. Wait. That means...ack I'm gonna miss seeing her if I dun do NOW!! ACK!!! *runs off*
Saturday, February 14, 2004
Valentine's Day
Aish. Finally got around to making my own bloggie. I'm such a moron!!!! AHHHH!!! Excuse the random stupidity. Anways, I'm so saaaaaaaaaaaaadddddddddd! MTVAsia Awards...BoA there...and I can't go!!! I wanna see her~~~~~~~ She's my number 1~~~!!! Sarang hae yo BoA-chan!!! :sob: Oh well. I can catch the show on tv I guess...sigh....wanted to see her in real life... oh well.
Valentine's Day today. Bleh. Totally nutso. It's too commercialised, I tell ya! Nothing but money and more money under the facade. Aish. If you were wondering, yes I dun have a date. Dun laugh. But my view of valentine's day has nothing to do with that. I just feel like the whole thing is so overdone. If couples only have to be nice to each other on valentine's day then where is the love the other 364 days?? Gets you thinking sometimes. Oh well enough blabbing on this stupid thing.
W00T I GOT THE VALENTI POSTER!!! Wahahaha!! Yes I know I'm very late, I sorta hopped onto the BoA bandwagon a little late. Last july I think. Heheh. Been an avid (read: obsessed) fan since then. I need a life. Really. Or more accurately, as a concerned friend pointed out, I need a guy. Hahah. If I could find someone who can tolerate me that is lol. Not that I care abt being single. Being single means you dun hafta worry abt stuff. ^_^ Plus I doubt I would find my dream guy anytime soon...
Pssht. Bored. Should do my homework. But I DUN CARE!!! Puahahahahahah!!! Teachers can go to hell for all I care! I knew there was a reason I didn't want to be a teacher lol. Teachers get lots of hate...well not all of them, but the really mean ones...like Maths teachers. Maths Teachers are evil! *grumble* Homework, homework, homework...gah. <_<
Oh well. Should get off now. I talk a lot haha. Be back later. Wonder if I could ambush BoA at the airport before she leaves? I wanna get her autograph sigh...
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Valentine's Day today. Bleh. Totally nutso. It's too commercialised, I tell ya! Nothing but money and more money under the facade. Aish. If you were wondering, yes I dun have a date. Dun laugh. But my view of valentine's day has nothing to do with that. I just feel like the whole thing is so overdone. If couples only have to be nice to each other on valentine's day then where is the love the other 364 days?? Gets you thinking sometimes. Oh well enough blabbing on this stupid thing.
W00T I GOT THE VALENTI POSTER!!! Wahahaha!! Yes I know I'm very late, I sorta hopped onto the BoA bandwagon a little late. Last july I think. Heheh. Been an avid (read: obsessed) fan since then. I need a life. Really. Or more accurately, as a concerned friend pointed out, I need a guy. Hahah. If I could find someone who can tolerate me that is lol. Not that I care abt being single. Being single means you dun hafta worry abt stuff. ^_^ Plus I doubt I would find my dream guy anytime soon...
Pssht. Bored. Should do my homework. But I DUN CARE!!! Puahahahahahah!!! Teachers can go to hell for all I care! I knew there was a reason I didn't want to be a teacher lol. Teachers get lots of hate...well not all of them, but the really mean ones...like Maths teachers. Maths Teachers are evil! *grumble* Homework, homework, homework...gah. <_<
Oh well. Should get off now. I talk a lot haha. Be back later. Wonder if I could ambush BoA at the airport before she leaves? I wanna get her autograph sigh...
