Thursday, July 21, 2005
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I found out my REAL grades!!
Literature: C
Economics: E
History: O
{notice the trend? XD}
GP: B4
Hehe. While its not absolutely smashing, its better than the CFF I thought I was going to get...
Hah, take that Chengwei!
Lol.
Anyway, yeah, just here to blog about my grades, sucky as they are. Well they could be suckier, so I should be thankful.
Yeah that's about it. Byeeee!!!
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I found out my REAL grades!!
Literature: C
Economics: E
History: O
{notice the trend? XD}
GP: B4
Hehe. While its not absolutely smashing, its better than the CFF I thought I was going to get...
Hah, take that Chengwei!
Lol.
Anyway, yeah, just here to blog about my grades, sucky as they are. Well they could be suckier, so I should be thankful.
Yeah that's about it. Byeeee!!!
Hi hi! Not at GP lecture at the moment, I mean, what's the point of killing your brain cells? We only have a limited amount of grey matter up there in a lifetime. We should conserve them. XP
Anyway yeah, nothing much to blog about, only that I'm bored and wanna talk crap haha.
Oh ya, Chengwei called last night and we had a fun time poking fun at each other. I think he's the only person whom I can say "Shut up!!" to as forcefully as I want to and not risk ruining our friendship hehe. A possible exception might be Erika, but that kinda depends on her mood really...
Anyway I just had a thought: who is bitchier, Joel (from my class) or Chengwei?
I really don't know hmm...I would LOVE to see the two of them get into an argument. That would be highly entertaining. I think I'll even get Gerald to film it or something...hahaz....
Ok enough random thoughts aside. Wait, what did I want to say? Eeeek...I forgot...I'm going senile!!! Nooooooooo!
What was that again? Never mind that. I'm just nuts. Ignore me. They all do. Well some of them anyway.
Pooh, I just remembered the semi-argument I had with my dad this morning. Why semi? Because I didn't get angry, that's how. I don't consider it a full argument unless I get worked up as well. It takes two hands to clap after all.
{However it only takes one hand to slap, and that makes noise too...}
Anyway, long story short: Dad was grumpy when he woke up, yelled at a groggy and headachy me, me got tired of all the yelling and walked out of the house to go to school on me own. However dad intercepted me and sent me to school anyway...ah well. Hopefully he'll be in a better mood tonight....
Sometimes I get really tired of being yelled at. Wouldn't you? It gets highly aggravating when all your life you get shouted at and verbally put down just because your dad was upset. I know dad gets upset a lot and very easily. The skin on his arms itch a lot and give him lots of pain, so understandably he gets pissed off easily. Add that to a bad day at work, or a bad night of sleep, and you get a very grumpy guy with a terrible temper.
I try to give in sometimes of course. It's the only way to keep the peace. When he starts yelling, I just take a step back and mutely accept whatever he's screaming about because I know he doesn't really mean it. But it's sometimes hard to remember that.
It's really weird sometimes. I know every single line of his speeches by hard, but yet everytime I hear it again it slices deep into me. It really hurts you know. I hate being made to feel guilty or upset and what-not like 80% of the time. I have enough trouble dealing with my own demons; I don't need someone else to add on the load.
Dad says he never beats me, unlike some bad fathers who whack their children for no rhyme or reason. I know dad has sacrificed a lot for me and I appreciate it, and I can accept him grumbling and grouching about as he potters around the house doing chores---some of which are totally pointless and self-invented by him to keep himself busy. I know, dumb right? But dad doesn't know how to just sit down and rest. For him, rest=sleep. And he doesn't sleep until he makes sure all the chores are done...whether they needed to be done or not in the first place.
It's the emotional scars my dad's been inflicting on me that hurt the most. He doesn't HAVE to beat me. Hitting me doesn't do anything. It only makes me angry. It doesn't make me feel remotely guilty at all. My dad says all sorts of hurtful stuff when he's upset, and that hurts me too. Most of the time I just try to shut it out and let him spew out all the excess steam till he runs out of gas and stops automatically. But sometimes it just plain makes me miserable. Pure and simple.
I hate being made to feel like everything is my fault. I can do that well enough of my own. Deep down I'm secretly convinced that everything is already my fault anyway, so I don't need my dad to come along and remind me of them all over again.
That's what I do most of the time really; avoiding what I know is hidden deep inside me. I spend all my time all meaningless things in order to cloud my own senses. I try to escape from myself all the time. That's what I do: run. I just keep running, because I know that if I stumble, all that hate and despair and fear would just catch up with me and just totally overwhelm me.
That would explain why that one night in June, I spent a whole hour screaming my lungs out in my room, with loud Initial D music to mask the sound. I was jsut so miserable that night, because what I had been evading had managed to pounce on me then. I was screaming and crying and pouinding my fists against the wall, even to the point of thudding my head against the wall.
I didn't bleed then, but all the bleeding was internal. I was absolutely crushed, and was seeing things that aren't really there. I mentioned my own internal demons earlier. They were out in full force that night, laughing, mocking, hissing, screaming. Clawing at me, dragging me down.
And I was so alone.
I wrote a short story entitled "And We All Die Alone". That pretty much sums it up.
Blood on my hands it never ends the screaming tears and sweat blood and dirt...
The little girl lying crumpled and bleeding on the floor
Broken and torn
She does not weep
She cannot...
Because......
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Anyway yeah, nothing much to blog about, only that I'm bored and wanna talk crap haha.
Oh ya, Chengwei called last night and we had a fun time poking fun at each other. I think he's the only person whom I can say "Shut up!!" to as forcefully as I want to and not risk ruining our friendship hehe. A possible exception might be Erika, but that kinda depends on her mood really...
Anyway I just had a thought: who is bitchier, Joel (from my class) or Chengwei?
I really don't know hmm...I would LOVE to see the two of them get into an argument. That would be highly entertaining. I think I'll even get Gerald to film it or something...hahaz....
Ok enough random thoughts aside. Wait, what did I want to say? Eeeek...I forgot...I'm going senile!!! Nooooooooo!
What was that again? Never mind that. I'm just nuts. Ignore me. They all do. Well some of them anyway.
Pooh, I just remembered the semi-argument I had with my dad this morning. Why semi? Because I didn't get angry, that's how. I don't consider it a full argument unless I get worked up as well. It takes two hands to clap after all.
{However it only takes one hand to slap, and that makes noise too...}
Anyway, long story short: Dad was grumpy when he woke up, yelled at a groggy and headachy me, me got tired of all the yelling and walked out of the house to go to school on me own. However dad intercepted me and sent me to school anyway...ah well. Hopefully he'll be in a better mood tonight....
Sometimes I get really tired of being yelled at. Wouldn't you? It gets highly aggravating when all your life you get shouted at and verbally put down just because your dad was upset. I know dad gets upset a lot and very easily. The skin on his arms itch a lot and give him lots of pain, so understandably he gets pissed off easily. Add that to a bad day at work, or a bad night of sleep, and you get a very grumpy guy with a terrible temper.
I try to give in sometimes of course. It's the only way to keep the peace. When he starts yelling, I just take a step back and mutely accept whatever he's screaming about because I know he doesn't really mean it. But it's sometimes hard to remember that.
It's really weird sometimes. I know every single line of his speeches by hard, but yet everytime I hear it again it slices deep into me. It really hurts you know. I hate being made to feel guilty or upset and what-not like 80% of the time. I have enough trouble dealing with my own demons; I don't need someone else to add on the load.
Dad says he never beats me, unlike some bad fathers who whack their children for no rhyme or reason. I know dad has sacrificed a lot for me and I appreciate it, and I can accept him grumbling and grouching about as he potters around the house doing chores---some of which are totally pointless and self-invented by him to keep himself busy. I know, dumb right? But dad doesn't know how to just sit down and rest. For him, rest=sleep. And he doesn't sleep until he makes sure all the chores are done...whether they needed to be done or not in the first place.
It's the emotional scars my dad's been inflicting on me that hurt the most. He doesn't HAVE to beat me. Hitting me doesn't do anything. It only makes me angry. It doesn't make me feel remotely guilty at all. My dad says all sorts of hurtful stuff when he's upset, and that hurts me too. Most of the time I just try to shut it out and let him spew out all the excess steam till he runs out of gas and stops automatically. But sometimes it just plain makes me miserable. Pure and simple.
I hate being made to feel like everything is my fault. I can do that well enough of my own. Deep down I'm secretly convinced that everything is already my fault anyway, so I don't need my dad to come along and remind me of them all over again.
That's what I do most of the time really; avoiding what I know is hidden deep inside me. I spend all my time all meaningless things in order to cloud my own senses. I try to escape from myself all the time. That's what I do: run. I just keep running, because I know that if I stumble, all that hate and despair and fear would just catch up with me and just totally overwhelm me.
That would explain why that one night in June, I spent a whole hour screaming my lungs out in my room, with loud Initial D music to mask the sound. I was jsut so miserable that night, because what I had been evading had managed to pounce on me then. I was screaming and crying and pouinding my fists against the wall, even to the point of thudding my head against the wall.
I didn't bleed then, but all the bleeding was internal. I was absolutely crushed, and was seeing things that aren't really there. I mentioned my own internal demons earlier. They were out in full force that night, laughing, mocking, hissing, screaming. Clawing at me, dragging me down.
And I was so alone.
I wrote a short story entitled "And We All Die Alone". That pretty much sums it up.
Blood on my hands it never ends the screaming tears and sweat blood and dirt...
The little girl lying crumpled and bleeding on the floor
Broken and torn
She does not weep
She cannot...
Because......
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
So yes, it's official, I'm President of the Computer Club.
*cracks of doom sounds in background*
Gee thanks. Anyway, I can't believe I'm actually president. I mean, I knew it was probably going to be me but the shock is still leaving me pretty much stunned. Ah well.
If I were of age, I'll probably go out and get drunk or something to numb the whole episode. But of course, since I'm underage, I won't do that. Maybe I'll just go thud my head repeatedly against my bedroom wall. I've done that before...
So well...that's about it. Now I gotta come out with ways to attract new members. Speaking of that, we got another member! That makes 6 of us. Darn, that sounds so pathetic. Oh wait, I can take consolation in the fact that Drama Club has only 5 people teehee. Ok that was mean. Wait, I AM mean. ^__^
Well, I'd better go now cos Dad's picking me up. Oh ya I printed out one of my poems, planning to con one of the teachers into reading it. Maybe "con" isn't the word to use though...but you get the drift. ^__^
So.........cyaz!
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*cracks of doom sounds in background*
Gee thanks. Anyway, I can't believe I'm actually president. I mean, I knew it was probably going to be me but the shock is still leaving me pretty much stunned. Ah well.
If I were of age, I'll probably go out and get drunk or something to numb the whole episode. But of course, since I'm underage, I won't do that. Maybe I'll just go thud my head repeatedly against my bedroom wall. I've done that before...
So well...that's about it. Now I gotta come out with ways to attract new members. Speaking of that, we got another member! That makes 6 of us. Darn, that sounds so pathetic. Oh wait, I can take consolation in the fact that Drama Club has only 5 people teehee. Ok that was mean. Wait, I AM mean. ^__^
Well, I'd better go now cos Dad's picking me up. Oh ya I printed out one of my poems, planning to con one of the teachers into reading it. Maybe "con" isn't the word to use though...but you get the drift. ^__^
So.........cyaz!
Monday, July 18, 2005
Hmm I just skipped that thingy we were supposed to attend in the auditorium hehe.
Now I'm all alone in the library...well not fully, but you get the idea.
Oh we just had Chinese listening comprehension. Haha. So easy. Unbelievable. Would you believe that one of the passages was the exact same one as one of those that came out during our own school's listening compre? Hehe, I'm serious. Even the questions were fairly similar...
Anyway I'm sitting here with this eerie silence pervading the library. Well, that's only broken by the sound of my fingers tapping on the keyboard. Not very comforting, much.
Oh, I think I have some fairly good ideas for Sinistra/Lumiere fics. I'll need to work on getting the title right and having the right setting...
Ok then I really have nothing much to post...unless you count my horrible grade in Econs, which I do NOT want to talk about. I feel like crap already.
Right then, since there's nothing else, I shall take my leave. *bows*
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Now I'm all alone in the library...well not fully, but you get the idea.
Oh we just had Chinese listening comprehension. Haha. So easy. Unbelievable. Would you believe that one of the passages was the exact same one as one of those that came out during our own school's listening compre? Hehe, I'm serious. Even the questions were fairly similar...
Anyway I'm sitting here with this eerie silence pervading the library. Well, that's only broken by the sound of my fingers tapping on the keyboard. Not very comforting, much.
Oh, I think I have some fairly good ideas for Sinistra/Lumiere fics. I'll need to work on getting the title right and having the right setting...
Ok then I really have nothing much to post...unless you count my horrible grade in Econs, which I do NOT want to talk about. I feel like crap already.
Right then, since there's nothing else, I shall take my leave. *bows*
Friday, July 15, 2005
Hiya I'm at Grace's house right now~~~~!!!!
I'm in utter bliss~~~~~
I saw the Girls On Top mv at last!! One word: *drool*
Wait, that isn't a word. Ok revision: HOT!!! GOT is HOT!!!
Hey that rhymed! ^__^ Feeling very hyper now. Grace said I had a very blissful look on my face...which was probably true. It was as if I had entered heaven and died on the spot. It's so wonderful.
And I think I spent an excessive amount of time raving about BoA to Grace. I mean, seriously, I spent a very long time babbling about various information pertaining to BoA, like her performances, her albums etc. It's a pity I dont know BoA's measurements...why would I want to know? Because I want to. ^___^
Oh I just mentioned that BoA was about the same height as Grace, and Grace went: "Oh do I have stage presence?" and struck a pose. I almost spewed out the orange juice I was drinking. I think that illustrates my point well enough. ^__^
BoA rocks!! She is sooooooooooo cool~~~!!! My god lah!! Listening to MOTO and Girls On Top made me want to dance along---and I have never been the dancing type. People who saw me during orientation will know that I escaped to one corner when they were teaching dance. ^__^;;;
Oh ya, add that to the fact that I watched Honey (starring Jessica Alba) before I started listening to BoA...me and Grace were in total agreement about how MOTO and GOT would fi perfectly into the dance seqeunces in the movie. Besides MOTO had hip hop dances moves...waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!
I'm rambling! And I don't care!!! Ahahahahahahsa~!!!!!! BoA's making me irrational!! My thoughts are all fragmented!! Grace had to try and calm me down several times when I was watching the videos...hehe.
My body's twitching along in time with the music. *moves happily*
Lolz Grace is happily drooling over the list of places to find good food.......which her dad printed out at work. I guess now we know where Grace gets her love of food from (she's eating AGAIN!! after chips, then honeydew with green tea--don't ask--and now a plate of fried food...). Apparently this obsession of hers runs in the family.
*Grace: Wait until dinner...then supper...then a little break in between...then breakfast...^__^*
Ok I sort of went out of steam for a moment...I think another look at the live performance of MOTO and GOT would inspire me. XD Man I must be getting old...I never used to run out of BoA-obsession mode this quickly....
Oh man I think this is one of the funniest afternoons I've ever had...not even hanging out with Erika was this fun...sorry Erika!!! But its true!! Grace is so fun to hang out with! Oh speaking of Grace, she just went in search of more food... O___o;;;;
I guess Grace really wasn't kidding about eating constantly...since we came back she's been eating nonstop...it's a surprise she's not any fatter than her current size....
Anyway now that Grace has stepped out for the moment in her quest for food to tide over till dinner...its suddenly so quiet...she really does brighten the place. ^__^ I'm glad to be friends with her--> she's such a nice person~!! ^___^
Ok I'm addicted to GOT and MOTO...I neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed to listen to them constantly...
Ahahahah! Grace got her last piece of fish fritter unil dinner. She's getting progressively anxious about the fact that the piece seems to be shrinking by the moment.
*Grace: ...should have asked for a bigger piece...*
And she's on her 5th cup of green tea. (Grace: It's a SMALL cup!) Me: Right...
And I haven't even finished the tiny bottle of orange juice...
I think she's getting close to her 6th cup...
Her fish fritter's getting tinier. (G: I wanna eat curry fish head!!) And she's unconsciously eating more and more of it while staring at the list of food places. Aha! She has just finished the fish! In 2 minutes! Lolz.
Ok NOW she's hallucinating about food~~~ Wait that wasn't a hallucination cos I just saw it too.
Hmm Grace took a break from studying quite a long time ago...now I understand why she gets very little studying done.
Hmmmmmmm!!! Grace just said she was going to sit there quietly and drink her green tea. Let's see how long she lasts... Time now 6.52pm. Let the timing begin!
Ok in the meantime let's get back to BoA shall we? ^_____^
But ermm...I don't know if I should let my full and uncensored opinion be aired here...I mean, after all, I gave this blog address to my cousin... Why did I do that?! *pinches self*
Ah but heck care lah!! I'm just gonna write what I feel! No censoring!! Ok maybe just a teeny weeny bit...for precautionary measures. I guess only Grace knows the full version after hearing me babble since just now....
Let's go shall we?
I really thought GOT was a great expression of girl power. Girl power rocks!! Yay!!! And there was this one part in the mv where BoA gets this distressed look and backs away frantically, slicing her finger on a leaf (o___o???). Although the blood that came out was "damn fake" as Grace says, it still looks damn good...ok so maybe I obsess just a little too much about blood...but the part where she licks the blood off, leaving traces of it on her lip...simply GORGEOUS!! Soooooooo yummy!! *droolz*
*sighs happily*BoA is sooooooooo wonderful...hiphop moves in MOTO absolutely great. Hot...sexy....pretty...cool...(and Grace is trying to brainwash me while I'm in my trance-like state...not working!! :P) but anyway BoA is ze BEST!!!
I admit that I was getting all flushed and hyper just watching BoA perform. It's like getting high on drugs. Except that I've never done drugs and am never going to. Why would I want to when BoA's already my addiction? Plus its less of a health risk than taking drugs...except possibly for the fact that I might get high blood pressure or cardiac failure from all the highs I get from watching BoA. In fact, I managed to work myself into a state of extreme excitement this morning in school when I was gazing lovingly at BoA's Naturelle photobook. One of this days I might just go into an epilectic fit from over-excitement. I can't imagine what it would look like on my death certificate and epitaph....
Ok...I guess I'd better quit obsessing for a while. Oh yeah!!! Grace has broken her silence incidentally. XD See, told you she couldn't sustain it for long.
Man my heart hurts from the hyper-excitement plus the enormous amount of time spent laughing...haha...hanging out with Grace is fun...
Ok stopping now, my fingers are shaking from laughing too much...haha....
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I'm in utter bliss~~~~~
I saw the Girls On Top mv at last!! One word: *drool*
Wait, that isn't a word. Ok revision: HOT!!! GOT is HOT!!!
Hey that rhymed! ^__^ Feeling very hyper now. Grace said I had a very blissful look on my face...which was probably true. It was as if I had entered heaven and died on the spot. It's so wonderful.
And I think I spent an excessive amount of time raving about BoA to Grace. I mean, seriously, I spent a very long time babbling about various information pertaining to BoA, like her performances, her albums etc. It's a pity I dont know BoA's measurements...why would I want to know? Because I want to. ^___^
Oh I just mentioned that BoA was about the same height as Grace, and Grace went: "Oh do I have stage presence?" and struck a pose. I almost spewed out the orange juice I was drinking. I think that illustrates my point well enough. ^__^
BoA rocks!! She is sooooooooooo cool~~~!!! My god lah!! Listening to MOTO and Girls On Top made me want to dance along---and I have never been the dancing type. People who saw me during orientation will know that I escaped to one corner when they were teaching dance. ^__^;;;
Oh ya, add that to the fact that I watched Honey (starring Jessica Alba) before I started listening to BoA...me and Grace were in total agreement about how MOTO and GOT would fi perfectly into the dance seqeunces in the movie. Besides MOTO had hip hop dances moves...waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!
I'm rambling! And I don't care!!! Ahahahahahahsa~!!!!!! BoA's making me irrational!! My thoughts are all fragmented!! Grace had to try and calm me down several times when I was watching the videos...hehe.
My body's twitching along in time with the music. *moves happily*
Lolz Grace is happily drooling over the list of places to find good food.......which her dad printed out at work. I guess now we know where Grace gets her love of food from (she's eating AGAIN!! after chips, then honeydew with green tea--don't ask--and now a plate of fried food...). Apparently this obsession of hers runs in the family.
*Grace: Wait until dinner...then supper...then a little break in between...then breakfast...^__^*
Ok I sort of went out of steam for a moment...I think another look at the live performance of MOTO and GOT would inspire me. XD Man I must be getting old...I never used to run out of BoA-obsession mode this quickly....
Oh man I think this is one of the funniest afternoons I've ever had...not even hanging out with Erika was this fun...sorry Erika!!! But its true!! Grace is so fun to hang out with! Oh speaking of Grace, she just went in search of more food... O___o;;;;
I guess Grace really wasn't kidding about eating constantly...since we came back she's been eating nonstop...it's a surprise she's not any fatter than her current size....
Anyway now that Grace has stepped out for the moment in her quest for food to tide over till dinner...its suddenly so quiet...she really does brighten the place. ^__^ I'm glad to be friends with her--> she's such a nice person~!! ^___^
Ok I'm addicted to GOT and MOTO...I neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed to listen to them constantly...
Ahahahah! Grace got her last piece of fish fritter unil dinner. She's getting progressively anxious about the fact that the piece seems to be shrinking by the moment.
*Grace: ...should have asked for a bigger piece...*
And she's on her 5th cup of green tea. (Grace: It's a SMALL cup!) Me: Right...
And I haven't even finished the tiny bottle of orange juice...
I think she's getting close to her 6th cup...
Her fish fritter's getting tinier. (G: I wanna eat curry fish head!!) And she's unconsciously eating more and more of it while staring at the list of food places. Aha! She has just finished the fish! In 2 minutes! Lolz.
Ok NOW she's hallucinating about food~~~ Wait that wasn't a hallucination cos I just saw it too.
Hmm Grace took a break from studying quite a long time ago...now I understand why she gets very little studying done.
Hmmmmmmm!!! Grace just said she was going to sit there quietly and drink her green tea. Let's see how long she lasts... Time now 6.52pm. Let the timing begin!
Ok in the meantime let's get back to BoA shall we? ^_____^
But ermm...I don't know if I should let my full and uncensored opinion be aired here...I mean, after all, I gave this blog address to my cousin... Why did I do that?! *pinches self*
Ah but heck care lah!! I'm just gonna write what I feel! No censoring!! Ok maybe just a teeny weeny bit...for precautionary measures. I guess only Grace knows the full version after hearing me babble since just now....
Let's go shall we?
I really thought GOT was a great expression of girl power. Girl power rocks!! Yay!!! And there was this one part in the mv where BoA gets this distressed look and backs away frantically, slicing her finger on a leaf (o___o???). Although the blood that came out was "damn fake" as Grace says, it still looks damn good...ok so maybe I obsess just a little too much about blood...but the part where she licks the blood off, leaving traces of it on her lip...simply GORGEOUS!! Soooooooo yummy!! *droolz*
*sighs happily*BoA is sooooooooo wonderful...hiphop moves in MOTO absolutely great. Hot...sexy....pretty...cool...(and Grace is trying to brainwash me while I'm in my trance-like state...not working!! :P) but anyway BoA is ze BEST!!!
I admit that I was getting all flushed and hyper just watching BoA perform. It's like getting high on drugs. Except that I've never done drugs and am never going to. Why would I want to when BoA's already my addiction? Plus its less of a health risk than taking drugs...except possibly for the fact that I might get high blood pressure or cardiac failure from all the highs I get from watching BoA. In fact, I managed to work myself into a state of extreme excitement this morning in school when I was gazing lovingly at BoA's Naturelle photobook. One of this days I might just go into an epilectic fit from over-excitement. I can't imagine what it would look like on my death certificate and epitaph....
Ok...I guess I'd better quit obsessing for a while. Oh yeah!!! Grace has broken her silence incidentally. XD See, told you she couldn't sustain it for long.
Man my heart hurts from the hyper-excitement plus the enormous amount of time spent laughing...haha...hanging out with Grace is fun...
Ok stopping now, my fingers are shaking from laughing too much...haha....
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Hahahahahhahahahah!!!!!
Lol sorry for the outburst ^___^ I just HAD to come to blog bcos of a hilariously funny incident at the end of Econs lecture just now.
To start it off with, during Econs lecture I was incredibly bored and had a splitting headache, so to try cheering the equally bored Grace next to me, I quoted a couple of amusing jokes like the one where someone says that "the inhabitants of Moscow are called Mosquitoes". And then at the end of lecture I commented that History papers can contain some of the most ridiculous howlers. Grace then goes on to tell me about her SEA History paper...and let's recall the conversation...
Grace: I was making up the histories of Burma and Siam lah! Dunno what Siam got a lot of kings and blah, the Burmese got etc etc...oh ya, and I forgot what the people of Burma were called, I kept wondering if it was "Burma-ese" or "Burman" or whatever lah.
Me: Aiyoh! What else did you do????!!
Grace: Oh ya, also wrote about China lah. Dunno what mandate of heaven, the emperor, whatever lah...
Me: Grace, China is not in Southeast Asia. It's in East Asia.
Grace: oh no!! I wrote about China in half my paper!!! China was so easy to write...all I remembered was that one of the SEA countries had an emperor lah, and the only country I remembered with an emperor was China...
Me: I think you should be writing about Vietnam.... -___-;;;
Grace: Aiyah! Dunno Mrs Ram will think when she mark the paper....I'm sure she's perfecting the circle....
Me: Actually I'm wondering if she will spit blood or die laughing...
And that was approximately how it went. I might have missed out a few things but that was the gist of it. God, how I laughed my head. I mean, seriously, this is absurd. I was laughing so hard that by the time we reached the cafe my headache had mysteriously disappeared. Thank goodness for the laughter Grace provided to alleviate my pain! Haha!
Although I really worry about how she'll do for her paper...if half of what she said was true, she's gonna fail her History lah. Sigh, the poor thing...
Anyway, I have Literature tutorial in 5 minutes. Oh ya, I got a C grade for Literature! Yay!! I thought I was gonna fail or something haha.
Tomorrow I have some Leaders' Retreat thingy which means I'm missing lessons on Wednesday. Oh dear...but luckily I'm not missing all THAT much, only Chinese and SEA History...I'm not that uneager to miss those. ^__^ But I'll have to borrow one of my classmates' notes to copy when I come back. I'm not THAT irresponsible you know.
Ok I REALLY have to go. Class starts in a few minutes and I really hate being late.
Ta ta!!!
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Lol sorry for the outburst ^___^ I just HAD to come to blog bcos of a hilariously funny incident at the end of Econs lecture just now.
To start it off with, during Econs lecture I was incredibly bored and had a splitting headache, so to try cheering the equally bored Grace next to me, I quoted a couple of amusing jokes like the one where someone says that "the inhabitants of Moscow are called Mosquitoes". And then at the end of lecture I commented that History papers can contain some of the most ridiculous howlers. Grace then goes on to tell me about her SEA History paper...and let's recall the conversation...
Grace: I was making up the histories of Burma and Siam lah! Dunno what Siam got a lot of kings and blah, the Burmese got etc etc...oh ya, and I forgot what the people of Burma were called, I kept wondering if it was "Burma-ese" or "Burman" or whatever lah.
Me: Aiyoh! What else did you do????!!
Grace: Oh ya, also wrote about China lah. Dunno what mandate of heaven, the emperor, whatever lah...
Me: Grace, China is not in Southeast Asia. It's in East Asia.
Grace: oh no!! I wrote about China in half my paper!!! China was so easy to write...all I remembered was that one of the SEA countries had an emperor lah, and the only country I remembered with an emperor was China...
Me: I think you should be writing about Vietnam.... -___-;;;
Grace: Aiyah! Dunno Mrs Ram will think when she mark the paper....I'm sure she's perfecting the circle....
Me: Actually I'm wondering if she will spit blood or die laughing...
And that was approximately how it went. I might have missed out a few things but that was the gist of it. God, how I laughed my head. I mean, seriously, this is absurd. I was laughing so hard that by the time we reached the cafe my headache had mysteriously disappeared. Thank goodness for the laughter Grace provided to alleviate my pain! Haha!
Although I really worry about how she'll do for her paper...if half of what she said was true, she's gonna fail her History lah. Sigh, the poor thing...
Anyway, I have Literature tutorial in 5 minutes. Oh ya, I got a C grade for Literature! Yay!! I thought I was gonna fail or something haha.
Tomorrow I have some Leaders' Retreat thingy which means I'm missing lessons on Wednesday. Oh dear...but luckily I'm not missing all THAT much, only Chinese and SEA History...I'm not that uneager to miss those. ^__^ But I'll have to borrow one of my classmates' notes to copy when I come back. I'm not THAT irresponsible you know.
Ok I REALLY have to go. Class starts in a few minutes and I really hate being late.
Ta ta!!!
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
I'm back!!
Yay somebody is reading! I can't believe it! Somebody is actually reading! I feel loved!
Lol.
Ignore that. I'm just hyper cos I'm so used to being the wallflower...you know, the person who's always there but always ignored or taken for granted. It's like my natural niche in life or something.
Funny when you think about it. I'm 1.82m tall and nobody notices me enough to exchange more than 3 sentences with me...most of the time that is.
Today was good cos somebody noticed me! Yay! Cheerios! Atalia gave me a postcard. That's very nice of her. Of course she's such a friendly person all the time. Sometimes I wish I could be more sociable like her, but I kinda resent the whole socialising thing sometimes. I mean, it's so tedious, and I can't seem to keep up with the whole whirlwind of activity. Slacker me, preferring to interact with the voices in my head or via a computer. I mean, even my best friend and I prefer to speak online. We just like to hang out that way. The smilies might have a lot to do with it. That and the fact that we are free to do our own stuff in between chatting. No such thing as awkward silences bcos we are all busy doing stuff while IM-ing.
Incidentally I read the new issue of TCZ at Kinokuniya yesterday. Haha. But I couldn't find BoA's new album...I kind of expected it since it takes a freakishly long time to arrive in this little red dot on the map.
Oh ya, when I was at Kino yesterday, I saw a whole line of people queuing up from one end of the store to the other, and I was like thinking "What the heck???". Then, after I finished reading TCZ No.29 and turned back past the line, I saw the big poster with Neil Gaiman on it and I went "Ohhh". Turns out that the Sandman fans are out in force I see. It was a really long queue.
Amusingly, there was some inherent buried Singaporean instinct that was nagging at me to join the line when I passed by the first time. I guess its in our blood or something. We automatically queue up for things. Think the Hello Kitty saga, as well as all the Superstar and Idol auditions......
I'm totally digressing. Wait, how can I be digressing if I didn't have a point to begin with? Haha.
Oh and lastly, I had a strange dream last night. Actually I had more than one dream, but the one that really stuck in my mind when I woke up was the one where I became a politician. O__o Yeah I know, incredible isn't it? I dreamt that I was the Minister of Finance (don't ask, I don't know why either!) and was talking to the President about government policies...it was kinda freaky. I don't even know I could spout jargon in a dream. How can I be talking about something I have no knowledge about? I can only blame Economics for it I guess...all that cramming must have wired my brain wrongly...
Anyway I guess that's enough for now. And no, if you ask, I can't remember what I said to the President in the dream either. All I know was that I was saying something about finance...lolz.
Ok that's all for now. Hope you enjoy reading my post! See ya!!!
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Yay somebody is reading! I can't believe it! Somebody is actually reading! I feel loved!
Lol.
Ignore that. I'm just hyper cos I'm so used to being the wallflower...you know, the person who's always there but always ignored or taken for granted. It's like my natural niche in life or something.
Funny when you think about it. I'm 1.82m tall and nobody notices me enough to exchange more than 3 sentences with me...most of the time that is.
Today was good cos somebody noticed me! Yay! Cheerios! Atalia gave me a postcard. That's very nice of her. Of course she's such a friendly person all the time. Sometimes I wish I could be more sociable like her, but I kinda resent the whole socialising thing sometimes. I mean, it's so tedious, and I can't seem to keep up with the whole whirlwind of activity. Slacker me, preferring to interact with the voices in my head or via a computer. I mean, even my best friend and I prefer to speak online. We just like to hang out that way. The smilies might have a lot to do with it. That and the fact that we are free to do our own stuff in between chatting. No such thing as awkward silences bcos we are all busy doing stuff while IM-ing.
Incidentally I read the new issue of TCZ at Kinokuniya yesterday. Haha. But I couldn't find BoA's new album...I kind of expected it since it takes a freakishly long time to arrive in this little red dot on the map.
Oh ya, when I was at Kino yesterday, I saw a whole line of people queuing up from one end of the store to the other, and I was like thinking "What the heck???". Then, after I finished reading TCZ No.29 and turned back past the line, I saw the big poster with Neil Gaiman on it and I went "Ohhh". Turns out that the Sandman fans are out in force I see. It was a really long queue.
Amusingly, there was some inherent buried Singaporean instinct that was nagging at me to join the line when I passed by the first time. I guess its in our blood or something. We automatically queue up for things. Think the Hello Kitty saga, as well as all the Superstar and Idol auditions......
I'm totally digressing. Wait, how can I be digressing if I didn't have a point to begin with? Haha.
Oh and lastly, I had a strange dream last night. Actually I had more than one dream, but the one that really stuck in my mind when I woke up was the one where I became a politician. O__o Yeah I know, incredible isn't it? I dreamt that I was the Minister of Finance (don't ask, I don't know why either!) and was talking to the President about government policies...it was kinda freaky. I don't even know I could spout jargon in a dream. How can I be talking about something I have no knowledge about? I can only blame Economics for it I guess...all that cramming must have wired my brain wrongly...
Anyway I guess that's enough for now. And no, if you ask, I can't remember what I said to the President in the dream either. All I know was that I was saying something about finance...lolz.
Ok that's all for now. Hope you enjoy reading my post! See ya!!!
Monday, July 04, 2005
Yo yo.
I won't be long here, am borrowing Benita's computer since I'm at her house for PW meeting.
So yeah. I was wondering about something. Why is it that I am so into yuri pairings? Why are my preferences so deviant? Why is my best friend also a yaoi lover as opposed to me the yuri lover?
Questions questions. We always have more questions than answers don't we?
Oh good news!!!! I received another review on my Kiddy Grade fic which I wrote months ago! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! Joy to the world! I'm loved. Maybe I should write more.
Let's see now. I have to do a Tweedledee/Tweedledum fic. Also a Sinistra/Lumiere and Dextera/Eclair fic. All requests. I can see how Sinistra and Lumiere can pair up, but Dextera and Eclair could be a problem. How the heck do I pair those two up??? I'll need to go rewatch the anime again...need ideas....
Oh tomorrow I'm going down to HMV to check if BoA's Girls On Top album is out. I personally doubt it, but no harm checking right? Besides I wanna see if the next issue of TCZ is out yet. I'm anxiously waiting for the next issue.
On BoA's new album, I'll have to say that the title is kind of...kinky, somehow. I mean, maybe its just my mind-in-the-gutter thing, but seriously.......I'm sure I don't have to elaborate...
Ok I gotta go! Cya til next time!
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I won't be long here, am borrowing Benita's computer since I'm at her house for PW meeting.
So yeah. I was wondering about something. Why is it that I am so into yuri pairings? Why are my preferences so deviant? Why is my best friend also a yaoi lover as opposed to me the yuri lover?
Questions questions. We always have more questions than answers don't we?
Oh good news!!!! I received another review on my Kiddy Grade fic which I wrote months ago! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! Joy to the world! I'm loved. Maybe I should write more.
Let's see now. I have to do a Tweedledee/Tweedledum fic. Also a Sinistra/Lumiere and Dextera/Eclair fic. All requests. I can see how Sinistra and Lumiere can pair up, but Dextera and Eclair could be a problem. How the heck do I pair those two up??? I'll need to go rewatch the anime again...need ideas....
Oh tomorrow I'm going down to HMV to check if BoA's Girls On Top album is out. I personally doubt it, but no harm checking right? Besides I wanna see if the next issue of TCZ is out yet. I'm anxiously waiting for the next issue.
On BoA's new album, I'll have to say that the title is kind of...kinky, somehow. I mean, maybe its just my mind-in-the-gutter thing, but seriously.......I'm sure I don't have to elaborate...
Ok I gotta go! Cya til next time!
